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I wish I was a hippy in the 60's.
I drink more tea than my Grandma does.
My Step-Grandpa is the sewing machine doctor. Speaking of sewing machines my friends mother got her finger caught in an industrial embroidery machine, strangest thing I have seen all year, thinking about it makes me kind of sick.
I always want to write something, but there is always a part of me that is terrified that someone will read it and think, "That girl is fucked up."
I think Americans are incredibly lazy and we are all slobs. I think it, see it, and live it. I haven't done anything about it. Sometimes when i wake up though the first thing I do is Jane Fonda.
I once made this ceramic monster pot that was supposed to be a change bank and he was about a foot tall, and before he got put in the kiln someone dropped him and broke off the majority of his horns, and then when I got him back from the kiln, the top of the pot didn't fit onto his head and his mouth was too small to fit quarters. My friends pot I swear got smashed by the teacher because she hated her.
I used to love playing checkers but now I just dont have the strategy I used to and I hate it. It makes me sad sometimes.
My mother constantly tells me I need to assume some kind of responsibility and get a job and graduate a year early. I am just terrified of growing up. I am just a junior in highschool and I am going to be graduating. A job is one thing but getting out of highschool early? I just want to be a kid, but I guess it's okay because then I will get rid of all of the highschool drama bullshit 10x faster.
I have always wanted to work at a laundromat but my mom always scared me away from them saying that any junky could come in and kill just for a few dollars cash, maybe
it would be better that way.
But I want to be atleat 50.
The end of the world scares the shit out of me, but I talk about it a lot. But I guess the end of anyones world is when they die because I dont think there is any afterlife at all, so why worry about the end of the world because when I die, god forbid that be soon, it wont matter because my soul will just cease to exist.
I drink more tea than my Grandma does.
My Step-Grandpa is the sewing machine doctor. Speaking of sewing machines my friends mother got her finger caught in an industrial embroidery machine, strangest thing I have seen all year, thinking about it makes me kind of sick.
I always want to write something, but there is always a part of me that is terrified that someone will read it and think, "That girl is fucked up."
I think Americans are incredibly lazy and we are all slobs. I think it, see it, and live it. I haven't done anything about it. Sometimes when i wake up though the first thing I do is Jane Fonda.
I once made this ceramic monster pot that was supposed to be a change bank and he was about a foot tall, and before he got put in the kiln someone dropped him and broke off the majority of his horns, and then when I got him back from the kiln, the top of the pot didn't fit onto his head and his mouth was too small to fit quarters. My friends pot I swear got smashed by the teacher because she hated her.
I used to love playing checkers but now I just dont have the strategy I used to and I hate it. It makes me sad sometimes.
My mother constantly tells me I need to assume some kind of responsibility and get a job and graduate a year early. I am just terrified of growing up. I am just a junior in highschool and I am going to be graduating. A job is one thing but getting out of highschool early? I just want to be a kid, but I guess it's okay because then I will get rid of all of the highschool drama bullshit 10x faster.
I have always wanted to work at a laundromat but my mom always scared me away from them saying that any junky could come in and kill just for a few dollars cash, maybe
it would be better that way.
But I want to be atleat 50.
The end of the world scares the shit out of me, but I talk about it a lot. But I guess the end of anyones world is when they die because I dont think there is any afterlife at all, so why worry about the end of the world because when I die, god forbid that be soon, it wont matter because my soul will just cease to exist.
Why I dont date boys my own age
Okay so ever since P.J. has come into my life
it has all been Drama.
And now today it has hurt me enough to make
me cry.
Only a little.
And I've hardened up more. No more crying.
Too bad I wasted my first kiss with a boy my OWN AGE
on him.
Reason #1
At the beginning of last week he was telling me he liked
me and all this silly stuff and I thought it was cute.
And we would talk and we kissed once.
And on Saturday he became a huge asshole to me and
now he likes Kristina.
Good reminder of why I dont date boys my age.
Lies you have fed her
"You only appreciate something once you've lost it"
He's winning this battle he doesn't know he's fighting.
Is he intentionally trying to hurt me?
Because he is doing an amazing job.
I miss his voice, I miss him.
"Spend a lot of my time trying to make this alright"
Between the 2 of us I am the only one who cares weather or not
we are friends at all.
He has found resolve to all of his problems.
If he finds a girl that is nothing like me he can
replace all of his feelings for me for her.
And he's done just that and she is apparently amazing.
But he tells her he loves her after less than a month.
And thats what kills me.
New Something
I really am trying to have a better outlook on life.
"Please please please let me get what I want just this once.
Lord knows it'll be the first time."
I want to take things slow and fall in love the right way.
Can I have that with this boy?
Friends only
I've been trying to live a life of danger,
trying to say something loud enough to get your attention.
But really all I wanted was you. So now I've got nothing to show and
I've given it all up.
And through all I've done and all I've lost.
The only heart that has been broken is my own.
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