I wish I was a hippy in the 60's.
I drink more tea than my Grandma does.
My Step-Grandpa is the sewing machine doctor. Speaking of sewing machines my friends mother got her finger caught in an industrial embroidery machine, strangest thing I have seen all year, thinking about it makes me kind of sick.
I always want to write something, but there is always a part of me that is terrified that someone will read it and think, "That girl is fucked up."
I think Americans are incredibly lazy and we are all slobs. I think it, see it, and live it. I haven't done anything about it. Sometimes when i wake up though the first thing I do is Jane Fonda.
I once made this ceramic monster pot that was supposed to be a change bank and he was about a foot tall, and before he got put in the kiln someone dropped him and broke off the majority of his horns, and then when I got him back from the kiln, the top of the pot didn't fit onto his head and his mouth was too small to fit quarters. My friends pot I swear got smashed by the teacher because she hated her.
I used to love playing checkers but now I just dont have the strategy I used to and I hate it. It makes me sad sometimes.
My mother constantly tells me I need to assume some kind of responsibility and get a job and graduate a year early. I am just terrified of growing up. I am just a junior in highschool and I am going to be graduating. A job is one thing but getting out of highschool early? I just want to be a kid, but I guess it's okay because then I will get rid of all of the highschool drama bullshit 10x faster.
I have always wanted to work at a laundromat but my mom always scared me away from them saying that any junky could come in and kill just for a few dollars cash, maybe
it would be better that way.
But I want to be atleat 50.
The end of the world scares the shit out of me, but I talk about it a lot. But I guess the end of anyones world is when they die because I dont think there is any afterlife at all, so why worry about the end of the world because when I die, god forbid that be soon, it wont matter because my soul will just cease to exist.